Thank you for sharing these very real thoughts and emotions. I wrote a similar entry on my blog about a month ago and I was terrified to press submit. I just have to get to know a person. Single at 41…soon to be Mandy, you are absolutely incredible.
The negative self talk?
Day Eleven: Why I’m Still Single (The Ugly Truth)
I am adjusting to the fact that unless I wreck into someone out on my commute, there is minimal chance I will meet someone. But at 32 I almost feel like I have preconditioned myself to expect failure. What is wrong with me? When do you ever stop looking for that butterfly in your stomach, wearing the biggest smile ever, the kiss, the passion, when? And with a kiddo in the mix? Why are they so lucky and when is my turn coming? Dystopian Delight: